Been busy lately... With the club stuffs, studies and work... Tonnes of things piling up, seems that my life is in a mess... I just pass everyday just like that, no life, no control... Feel empty inside, pace seems too fast for me to realise anything... Kept myself busy everyday, everyhour, and perhaps I wont think so much... Spend less time at home so that I wont see so much... I'm afraid of being alone, cause I'll start thinking... Escaping? Yes, I am... I am afraid to face the truth... It hurts so much, I rather be in my own Utopia world... So that I can face people with a smile, appear strong...