Stand up isnt easy... Especially for a pampered child like me... I want/need someone to pull me up. Otherwise, I'll just keep crying and crying...
It's isnt easy coping, with studies, projects, increasing workload, office politics and family... I'm having a hard time... Emotionally, metally.... Going crazy soon.. I simply got no time... No time to think. Too tired to think.
Went to the beach today after work... Felt so at ease there... Love there. It's simply so beautiful. Felt so much better... Sat there alone for hours, staring at the sky, at the sea. Haha... Others might think I'm crazy... Haha... Guess I'm recovering??? Hope I can find my smile back soon...